Gift for my birthday

The gift I got for my birthday
Is killing me slowly day by day

No words are left to express
This heartache and distress

I tried to move on and forget
Smile a little bit and not to regret

I tried my best but no avail
Every memory has your trail

Pieces of my history and present
My future, all contain your scent

I can't stay suffering now too long
Wish my ending even if it's wrong

How will I pass the remaining days
Don't even wish to live nowadays

Sad but true if I say this birthday
To me it is more a mourning day