Get well soon

As I wish and pray this night
Sleep is now far from sight

Worried about your health
I pray in silence with stealth

You said not to worry about
But this flame I can't blow out

You told me to forget all of you
But love can't be erased if it's true

You might not willing to know
So I wasn't about to show

I would have kept it hidden inside
To keep it safe from the cold outside

So let me tell you what is hidden
Feelings which should be forbidden

Deep and intense rooted desire
Stronger than what it was prior

A raging fire hidden in my soul
Even if am being seen as a fool

Yes I have to admit I still do love
Holy to me as it came from above

Once you were my world and still are
Doesn't matter if you gave me a scar

I do worry about you and can't stop
Tried to bury it but it stayed atop

Caring about you in every sense
From far, didn't breach your fence

Can't stop wishing you being well
Do not want to see you unwell

There as you are bleeding out
This heart bleeds with no doubt

Wish I could be somewhere near
Coz to me you still are very dear

Sorry I said too much in a flowing tune
Just was willing to say get well soon...