Another cold night

As another cold night is passing
Sleepless like many past nights

I keep thinking what life has become
Full of sadness, pain and sorrows

Only if you would know how much I cried
How hard I prayed and wished nights long

I have fallen so hard that I can't walk
Will have to crawl and move ahead

You are gone and not looking back
And left an emptiness behind

Sometimes I used to message you
Waiting to get a little reply from you

Was I really so bad that you ignore me?
Did I ever hurt or damage you my love?

My longing for you was my passion
Used to count days to be with you

Now you are gone away from sight
Turned your back and walked away

Another cold shiver goes through me
Shaking my soul from deep within

I don't know how I should go further
Never planned my life without you

With my body so weak these days
And soul so hurt you can't imagine

I sit on the floor with my head on my knees
Tears wetten my cheeks, eyes look red

Brains are tired thinking why it happened
Heart cries and screams with no break

I don't know why and for how long
This pain and torment I have to bear