Someone kill me

If someone would do me this favour
I would be thankful and see as my saviour

I see no other way to get rid of this pain
Sometimes feel the urge to jump under a train

The pills didn't work and I am still alive
Doctors saved me while I didn't want to survive

I have starved my body and feel so weak
A way out of this body everyday I do seek

Someone please have some mercy on me
Put a rope on my neck and hang me from a tree

When I have died take out my broken heart
Be careful with it and take its every part

Wrap it in a cloth and pack it in with care
It is broken in pieces and slit so be aware

Send it to my loved one as it was always hers
Beating in my chest but was hers since years

She can take care of it and finally put to rest
She can see the scars and if it passed the test

I don't need it anymore I just want relief
Don't want anything that gives me grief

Someone in this world understand my pain
This life and a loving heart, all is gone in vain

Someone kill me and end this useless life
Shoot me with a gun or just cut with a knife