I wish

I wish you could know how I feel
You were the one, you were my ideal

I wish you could know how much I cried
This love sickness made me feel terrified

I wish I could embrace you once again
Enlighten the burden and numb the pain

I wish I could heal from this sickness
How much I was hurt you could witness

I wish you could tell me that it is allright
To get hurt in love and cry in the moonlight

I wish you could tell me that I am not mad
And that in love people sometimes feel sad

I wish I could tell how much you mean to me
And the depth of my love is deeper than the sea

I wish you could realize how deep this love is
All I know is that I don't know how deep it is

I wish I could explain but can't find enough words
Only that I feel hurt as if I was cut with swords

I wish things between us would be the same
Every day and every night I repeat your name

I wish I could hold your hand and tell you
Without you I am lost and still do love you

I wish you knew that without you I won't survive
You were my passion and you were my drive

I wish to hear your sweet voice in my ears
Maybe it would help to dry my eyes from tears

I wish so much but you are gone far from sight
I miss you so much while I write this poem tonight