Soulmate

I never took you seriously..
All them times you tried to explain to me..
I was stuck in the now and not what we had..
Not realizing that you were the one that I wanted so bad..
All these years and the feelings never went away..
Different relationships and I still thought of you every single day..
I was so scared it was all a dream..
That Id wake up and realize it wasn’t what it seems..
I wish I knew how to express my love for you..
But words are all I have right now..
I wish I wasn’t so shy..
I wish I could have you feel everything that I do..
Some days I wish I’d stop loving you..
But this attraction is so strong..
I know what I feel is oh so real..
I’ve waited for you for so long..
& I let you slip through my fingertips..
I pray one day you do come back..
Because with out you my love, I don’t know how to act..