Everyone thinks that I have forgiven myself for my past,
but just because it appears so, doesn't make it true.
There is a choice you have to make
to become a stronger person,
and I know I will have to cry one day
when I realise how much I could have gained
by not closing my heart away,
but not today,
not today.
I don't know who I am,
but the bigger picture is now clearer
of who I never wanted to be,
and in an unexpected way,
it is everything in the glass
that is currently staring back at me.
