I hope it hurts
when your secrets are exposed against your wishes,
and you become so messed up
that you feel all of this pain and more!
I'm sorry for the hand that you were dealt,
but this is not the way forward tot he other side.
I understand the struggle you have been through,
the addiction that controls you,
I've been down that road before
and lost myself along the track.
I keep praying that your mind is not dark enough
to expose the village secrets of my mind,
knowing that I will fall down a hole so deep,
that sending in a therapist will not recover me this time.
Will you ever hang it up an let it go?
I just need to know because I need to prepare myself
that I won't be okay if you don't.
What changed inside your head,
for your heart to disappear with the clouds,
walking around with your head held down,
knowing you don't have to do this?
I was there to watch us fall,
my bruises show up on my heart,
but you just wake up feeling wasted,
wondering at what point in time
we fell so far apart.
