My Sleeping Beauty,
I hope you are living your true desire
of running forever free in the fields of gold.
When the sun is shining,
I can still see the way it used to glow upon your face,
smiling uniquely against your fur.
I thought I was patient,
but the truth is not a day goes by
when I don't wish of spending more time with you,
so you can bind my passionate heart
into what it was before I turned into
me without you.
My eyes seem dry but they weep for you every day,
missing the way you charmed your favourite people,
how you made our adventures memorable every year.
I wish I could fold away my grief,
but I'm as desperate for you now,
as day is for night to fall.
I had no idea that when you lost your life,
I would have lost so much of mine.
I had no idea that losing you
would break the bond of everything I was ever close to,
everyone I will now never get close to.
Your hidden fate was how you rescued me from myself,
with your special embrace,
I know without a doubt how true your love and loyalty was.
I was imperfect in many ways,
but you were my perfect creation.
I still can't believe how lucky I was to find you,
but now I am jealous, like the sun is of snow,
dreaming away this life I have,
because I crave death just to reunite with you.
I am full of hidden insecurities,
and many broken personalities,
but my fear is that since you've been gone,
I have become this nothing instead...
...dreaming each day away
of what it was like
when I wasn't this version
of me without you.
