My unspoken rule of life is eternal isolation.
My sensitivity training has gone out the window
since I am not longer afraid of the reactions
that a cold heart can receive;
it can't be any worse than waiting
for the pain when someone pushes you away.
I will never trust someone who lies to me,
just like I will never lie to anyone who trusts me,
but is that a lie in itself,
because every single one of us lies
and do any of us ever truly trust?
Even promises made,
are only promises waiting to be broken,
and with that comes the broken heartache.
And thus is why my unspoken rule of life
is eternal isolation.
