A little phonecall

I needed to blink my eyes to see
If I was awake or still sleeping

When your name popped up
On the screen of my cellphone

Heartbeat accelerated all of a sudden
Hesitating I took the call saying a hello

Heard your sweet voice from your side
Needed to hold in my tears and stay calm

Your voice was like music to my ears
Talking about casual things I held in

My emotions and the pain I have felt
I wanted to say how much I missed you

How much I wished to hear your voice
How much I wished to embrace you

How much I have missed your love
How much you still do mean to me

How many nights I have cried over this
How many emotions I still have inside

But I know that I don't have any chance
And that I should be getting over this

Then again my heart cries tears of blood
My soul screams unheard cries of pain

Separated from you and very far away
I bury these feelings deep underground

Don't want to make you feel bad about me
You have your own life and burden to lift

I wished things would have gone different
I could be near you and adore you my love

Wishes will stay wishes I am afraid
Heart will stay broken like it is now

We talked a bit but I was not able to say
Anything special, but let me write it here

My love I just want to say that I miss you
My dear I just want to tell that I do love you