They asked, I lied

When I was asked about you
Tried to convince them with a lie

Told that everything was going fine
And that we had plans for our future

I was quelling the pain deep within
Trying to hide the reality of events

But my eyes were teary and I blinked
Bloodshot eyes were the taletellers

One little tear rolled out and announced
Something wasn't right on either side

I moved away and went for a smoke
Just to wipe off tears around the corner

The secret I had buried underground
Came out and I really felt bad about

Wouldn't like anyone to blame you
What happened was my own fate

Prefixed and decided long time before
Not a chance to change or escape it

I will live with the pain and not complain
I did what I could and sacrificed a lot

It wasn't supposed to last so it didn't
I was destined to be hurt so I am now

I live in hope of relief from this suffering
As at the end of the tunnel there is light

So this pain won't stay forever neither
This life will last forever, relief is coming