Thank you God

Thankful I am and always will be
For all what I am and what I will be

For everything what I ever had
Whatever it was good or bad

You showed me what I couldn't see
Deep secrets which I couldn't foresee

The reality of the world we live in
What people try to hide deep within

Thanks for the lessons you taught
It would be this bad I never thought

My faith in you has become stronger
Am not fighting my fate any longer

With open arms I do accept everything
For your sake I will accept anything

It doesn't matter if it will be painful
I will take it all and believe it's joyful

My Lord I have sacrificed my will
I have no more wishes to fulfill

My only wish is complete devotion
Your order may be my only motion

Fill my heart with love which is pure
For this broken heart it is the only cure

I wish no long life in this earthly prison
It is like a cage and I feel like a pigeon

My eyes cry tears and heart bleeds
I hope you will forgive all my bad deeds

I have struggled to find my purpose
Now I know and it seems to be close

Nothing else is true nothing is lasting
Only you and your love is everlasting

If you would give me a little drop of it
I would sacrifice all for this little bit

It would bring to life all what has died
All what has been erased and nullified

Oh God my days and nights are dark
To enlighten this candle I need a spark

I will burn in your love till I dissolve
My non-existence I wish to convolve

In the end nothing in this world is real
It won't last anyhow so what's the deal