The lost soulmate

Happy we were so much together
Until the day you left me for another

Deep love and emotions we did share
We were happy when we were a pair

Those days I can't get out of my mind
Someone like you I will never ever find

Because this love I won't offer to anyone
You were and will stay the number one

When you left me I felt scattering inside
That day I wished I would have died

So instantly without giving any chance
Without warning came this circumstance

I wish I had spent a little bit more time
Now I will have to regret this for lifetime

I can't help but you were the only one
I would never leave you for anyone

This soul tie between us pulled us both
We had one love, one faith and one troth

After having lost you I have realized
My mind and heart both are paralyzed

The pain I have gone through all alone
Would break my heart even if it was a stone

Maybe you couldn't believe how I could
Love you so deep so you misunderstood

My actions and maybe you did suspect
My intentions or you just did neglect

This connection which we had together
None of us will have it with any other

Divinely determination we can never bend
We have to live with what God has sent

We can try to go against but we don't get
Anything else than what God has set

Therefore I have given all I could give
For this love and will as long as I do live

My dear, my love, my beloved soulmate
I want you more than ever, you are my fate

There are no obstacles in your way if you
Come back and see how much I do value

Since you went away I feel so damn lost
Paralyzed through town I roam like a ghost

Since I lost you I have lost myself completely
This insane pain has hurt me so deeply

I want to hold you with my bleeding arms
Feel your love and get lost in your charms

I want to to be with you and it hurts so bad
If it keeps going on like this it will make me mad

My intentions with you were and are pure
I haven't and won't ever hurt you I ensure

I know that from deep within you also do
Love me deeply and I know it's nothing new

My dear we both are broken and hurt inside
You saw my tears and I never would hide

Two things I am waiting for since you left
When one of them comes I will find rest

Either leaving this world will end the pain
My soul will find peace and not hurt again

Or the day we meet again I will live again
When a smile on your face will numb my pain

Time will show what is about to reach me
Before the other. I am not able to foresee

I have digged and sought but failed to find
No other solution has come to my mind

Without the other there is no peace of mind
As our souls are still in each other intertwined