Thoughts

March 24, 2021 12:54am

Sometimes, it makes me mad to think I’m only 33
And everyone has their mother well into their later years of life, and
they had a whole lifetime to spend with them.

I do understand what you mean about moving forward and being positive by not allowing negative emotions or thoughts to take over.

Over the last two years, I’ve fought hard within myself to be positive and hopeful much as I can.
I truly am happy within myself.

Everything and everyone in my life is a gift. I wouldn’t of been able to hang on and be this strong, without all those blessings.

At times, I get sad and mad. I feel cheated to not have a lifetime with my Mother.

I will continue to be strong because there is no other way.

I wish I could hug, hold and kiss her one last time. She will always be my heart and I hope you don’t see me as weak, if at times, I fall.

As dawn approaches and the sun rises, I’ve made it to a new day and I will continue to smile, even if sometimes I fall.