I feel empty
Yet so full
Of everything
Like the smallest thing
Could push me
Over the edge
What do you do
When there's nothing
But pain
Left inside you
And what if everything
We were looking for
Only existed
In our dreams
How do you explain
Something
You don't even understand
Yourself
But if I sit in the rain
Maybe I can drown
In something other than
My own thoughts
You see, I remember a time
When I wanted nothing more
Then to not have to feel anything
Now it scares me
Because I can't even hurt
I'm numb
And I'm still not sure
If that's good or bad
