Anxiety is a real b**ch, at least that's what I took home from this. Excuse the language, but it's the truth. Some have it more rough than others and often times giving advice makes things worse. I was fortunate enough to be born a little on the cold side though. If something gave me anxiety I just did it over and over until it became numb. Certain songs that conjure up crappy memories - I'd just play them over and over until they ran out of anxiety juice. Even sang along to them for that extra kick :)

No point to what I'm saying really, other than I know the feeling and that this is a good write. And thanks for sharing it with us :)

...because you are you and truth is more harder to digest and deal with. I share the same feeling...take care.