My Reason

In life there comes a time when you ask yourself, why am I still here?'
Why do i work so hard to keep away from what I fear?
Why do I revolve my life around everyone else?
Why don't I pay more attention to myself?
Why do I force myself to love?
Why do I continue forcing myself to keep up my grades?
My friends always pressure, push, and shove
Why is it that I am always there for them but they're never there for me at my aid?
I realize why I am still here right now
It's because of you somehow
I remember the good times we had
And how you used to disappear for a while
And then when i started to get happy with some guy you'd come back
Like some new kind of style
You were always someone that wanted me to be with you
But now I realize i wanted you just as much too
You were the only one to make me happy
You and I were meant to be
Things with us might rearrange
But damn, some other things will never change.