Evil?

The temples in my head pound
Can't escape that beating sound
I hear a little voice taunting
And those dreams so haunting
I try to run but get no where fast
Can't escape my past
Who am I and what is to be
Stuck inside of this person I don't know, me
I see what I've done and where I've been
My heart keeps breaking again and again
The life I knew is no more
The house I loved no longer has a door
I'm outside with no one but me
And I hate that person can't you see
My words are hurtful
My heart is spiteful
Should I allow someone like me to be
Am I evil or just me
-Jay Pierce-