This life

This life is my first one,

This life is my last,

This life is all I truly have,

And its running out real fast.

This life gives me pleasure,

This life gives me pain,

This life gives me someone to love,

And takes away again.

This life is for living,

This life don't last long,

This life is a waste of time,

It ain't where I belong.

This life see's me begging,

This life see's me bleed,

This life see's me on my knee's

But don't give me what I need.

This life is behind me,

This life wasn't mine,

This whole dam life from start to now,

Was a total waste of time.

This life isn't real,

This life isn't there,

This God dam life can end right now,

For all I seem to care.