The stress the strain has overtaken him.
Scared to look in the mirror to see who he has become.
Feeling only sadness and anger anymore.
That feeling of being lost in this big ass world.
All the pressure this man has endured, the haunting memories of who he was before.
Everything just built up and now he's ready to erupt but fighting himself mentally to proceed.
The emotions a normal person has he let them all go slowly.
Depression has hit yet again feeling empty within.
Worthless unworthy to continue to live.
Hurting so badly the tears flow uncontrollably knowing he caused his life to be like this.
Regretting nothing but something that could end it.
Having thoughts like that isn't normal but nor is he anymore.
Having a kid in this world yet being no one to her.
Knowing she doesn't even know he exist.
A father but a worthless piece of shit.
To ask if he's okay isn't it, he's to far gone fighting his existence.
Only time will tell if he wins or the "mindset him" who is destroying this man....
