Exist

I hold in one hand my love for he who takes care of me
I do not burden you with my mistakes a second longer
I expect nothing from you other than you hand in friendship
You may not want to be my friend but I offer a friendship of no responsibility
A friendship when neither you nor I do anything we are unwilling to
I do not understand therefore I am scared for you
I pray for you though I will not cry
If I shed my tears you say they're not real
If my face is wet and my heart sobs inside why do i not cry tears?
I used to search for love as if it were far away
I realized it was in front of me UN-noticed
Love comes to all but no one ever reaches it stepping into what they think is its direction
I exist, you exist, God my have seemed to have disappeared but he wants things to exist
Don't contradict the creator's covets!