Exist

I don't want to be perceived
Cause I'd rather not be here
I'm honestly relieved
To think that I could disappear

I do enjoy your company
I'm glad that I could help
I just wish in your memory
That I was someone else

If only my existence
Caused no butterfly effect
Please credit my assistance
To someone worthy of respect

I think I'd like to be a ghost
unseen and barely heard
So I could see what I love most
But never cause you hurt

But for the moment I'm awake
I can't just play pretend
I'm tired of my past mistakes
I wish they all would end

Please gather up your memories
and throw them to the sea
I know I loved you very much
Please don't remember me

© Obscure 2021