Suicide

I think about it every day,
how to make my pain go away,
i sit and pray for the end,
but decide its not something he can send
i grab the scissors make a slice,
lay down knowing it wont be nice,
my face goes pail,
my memories fail,
y did i do this and make such pain
i guess all my past efforts were in vain,
i sense my life slowly slipping,
i can feel death nipping,
this is the end for me,
i have end my life that had no glee.