Of all the games and toys invented,
here we are playing with nothing else
but each other's feelings.
You gave me different beliefs,
I used to want to be like you,
thinking I could be strong too.
We spent so long creating a story
until it felt like ours,
something that we'd be part of forever,
but where are you now
as it all burns to the ground,
and I am left choking on the ashes?
I can't believe you did this to me,
even if I knew you were truly sorry,
I would never let you back in.
Letting go is not because I love you,
its because you ran away when the road got loo long,
just like I guaranteed you would,
just like you promised you wouldn't.
Sometimes I get so caught up in the pain,
that hate begins to grow and I can't remember
why I ever loved you,
when I never needed this pain you caused me.
What you did to me was never justified,
if you judge me by my past or what it has made me,
then the past is where you deserve to stay.
