I know you heard the news of how my heart had been murdered,
yet you never even asked if I was okay,
you had already decided to walk away,
and not even my broken heart
could convince you to stay.
You are not breaking her sadness now,
by making her lovesick again,
building hope that we could be the two of us again,
us against the universe,
but one big bang later,
two crumbled into one.
Everything you said is all I have waited for
through all of these years of silence,
so why does it hurt so much to hear it now,
and why does it feel like just another lie?
What if I accepted the blame for everything that lit our flame?
Would you have still walked away with my heart?
I wish I could rewind each mistake,
but then if I am being honest,
we can never get it back because we got too close to the fire
and it only took one night to leave the final scar
that would damage my heart forever.
I accept there is nothing more for us,
so what are you waiting around for?
You showed me I was not worth your time,
sent me into the storms of abandonment and heartache.
I used to have hope until you stole my bleeding heart,
dried it out with concrete
and cemented my whole world black.
