Mirror of the future,
where is my home?
This darkness is not a place I wanted to be,
but it is always lurking around the corner,
reminding me of the days I do not miss.
Temptations and promises grow weaker by the day.
Good choices no longer pick me up
when I'm sinking away out of focus and into the abyss.
When I try to rationalise my choices,
there are two voices fighting in my mind,
and each time I wonder if fear challenges us, or makes us grow,
I guess as time passes I will know.
