More people need to read your poetry! I loved the inclusion of nature here along with the contrast of living in the present versus dealing with the past. I saw this as meeting someone you have lost, or a memory maybe that had been too hard to face before, and you are finding joy and companionship through it. Like someone getting you through a particularly tough and painful day, and then wondering if their presence and fellowship will be there even when the sun is out and there are no clouds. Beautiful!