Mixed up...missing u or am i?!

I'm missing you like crazy
but trying to cover it up

my heart is calling for you baby
but no reply has ever come

the pain is there
its hurting me so much

what your doing to me isn't fair
even though this isn't love

nearly going insane
but some one is always there..

to cover my hurt and pain up
i feel like you no longer care

now i know you can live with out me
but how is it i cant do the same

others have love for me
but I'm missing yours, am i to blame?

why did you have to change
your playing around

life to you is a game
but know my heart is on the ground

you stepped on my feelings
without realising how

keep on changing your numbers
some how i found out

but in the end i calm down
and realise i do need you

not as much as i thought
if the trust and love have gone
...
we'll just have to be apart

it will make you happy
to know I'm missing you so

i know your trying to make this happen so i might not let you know

you chose to do this to me
you was my star but with out you i will still glow!

*nuff love baby boy....miss you nuff unfortunatly :'((mwah)*