Clueless

You shine so bright I'm feeling sunburnt/
Those things are nice, must bring you comfort/
Life's abundant makes you wonder/

Why the desperate are triumphant/

Joy or death, what will come first/
Hope or debt lost in a sunburst/
So much regret it makes my lungs hurt/
You have such wealth and not just numbers/
With each breath I prove my tongues cursed/

I have no respite from misjudgement/

Nevertheless I keep my head up/
So I bench press and do some sit ups/
Been so depressed can't be myself much/
I want to be part in your abundance/
I'm so alone I'm used to numbness/