Your poetry always has such a strong, emotive voice that I'm always moved by. The influence trauma can have in our lives, learning to process it, and the ups and downs from it can be hard to put into words. The last lines are phenomenal. All we can do is try, and even if we are afraid sometimes, that's okay. I love the focus on the present here, knowing that that past can't change, and to trust that person by your side who is truly there for you. My only suggestion: I don't think you need the "where" in the fourth line, but otherwise, so glad to see this nominated!