I try and try not to cry ova that one certain guy. I try so hard but these tears keep comin from my eyes. I hate to be depressed and break down and cry. The candlelight flickers in the reflection of my window and the rain keeps fallin down. The rain goes drip drop and then I climb to tha tip top of my nerves, of my feelings and even there I sit and cry and once again about that one special guy. I wish I couldn’t I wish I wouldn’t always cry and have a hard time when im jus tryin to think about the good times. The good times were the best, but after I think about u its hard to rest. It’s funny thou, how I feel for u, cuz I neva had feelings, at least neva lyk that, seriously cuz before I usta wanna hit u wit a mofo bat!! Oh well cuz now I know that I do have feelings, feelings for shore. Baby boy u know that I can neva let go…
