Happy, and carefree,
the way I used to be,
seems like a mystery,
how could that have been me,
now I'm trapped in these chains,
locked up inside this cage,
crushed by this heavy strain,
tortured inside my brain,
Now there's a monster underneath my bed,
and I've got demons living in my head,
a couple skeletons are strung up in my closet,
this nightmare never ends, you know I just can't pause it,
Now I feel confused,
why am I so abused,
was I just your muse,
until you found someone new,
now I'm trampled in the dirt,
why can't I escape this hurt,
I guess I have no more worth,
and I'm regretting my own birth,
And now I think, I think, I think I'll grab a rope,
my life has turned in, turned in, turned into a joke,
'cause I am runnin', runnin', runnin' out of hope,
just leave me hangin', hangin', hangin', let me choke,
'cause there's a monster underneath my bed,
and I've got demons living in my head,
a couple skeletons are strung up in my closet,
this nightmare never ends, you know I just can't pause it,
but I don't want it, I don't want it,
I don't want it, I think I love it...
