I cannot let anyone inside my head,
I can only think of you instead.
The torture I put my heart through
as I questioned what would have changed your mind,
what would have made you stay by my side.
Convincing myself that I am the one to blame,
any time I offer my heart away,
it always ends the same.
Although you taught me
what it was to feel loved
in the darkest place,
I know I could never let anyone
get that close to me again.
