You said that you just had to see me
I really don't know why
Now I'm a wreck anticipating
This chance to say good-bye
You let me go without a word
Just a memory in your mind
I couldn't let myself look back
At the life I left behind
But now your face engulfs my brain
This drug consumes my thoughts
The patched up heart that I still hide,
All the feelings I thought I fought
They're twisting now
And taking shape
I live inside my shell
I wonder, when you see my face
If you can even tell
I thought by now, without you here
I'd be ok to see
But everything is flooding now
You're taking over me
You love me now
You loved me then,
What's to say you've changed?
The fact that you can't sleep at night?
The emptiness is strange?
I'm lost again, surrounded by
The unfamiliar comfort of you
A simple taste of what we had,
Was that enough for you?
But where do dreams and reality collide
What choice is there from here?
Cause truly nothing's really changed,
And that was always my biggest fear
((This is not about a boy... this is about a loved one that i lost and i want back))
