So much pain that I feel on a daily basis.
Yet it's not physical more mental then anything.
Took people out my life to fix this curse I swear I'm bond to.
Surrounded by ruins I formed with these hands.
I'm cursed to destroy not to build up a dream.
Mocked by who I was to who I am.
Forgetting I changed to be a better man.
To define the difference of destruction and building my life better then my past that's holding me back.
A dream to succeed but losing everything slowly.
