Rainy Weather

Spent so long just trying to survive
Forgot there’s more to life than staying alive
You can only get so far when you’re getting by
Trying not to focus on the fact that you want to die
Been getting through today for as long as I can remember
Every year I tell myself I have to make it through December
New year, new me? It’s all the same honestly
They say I’ve changed but the world changed me.