Every morning when woken up, she lays there in silence,
Just staring into space wishing there was just some sort of guidance.
The pain that she feels makes it extremely difficult to get up each morning,
Almost as though if a choice as to whether or not she could lay there all day, she would without warning.
Pushing through all of the tears is getting harder as each day passes,
Sometimes it just starts unexpectedly no matter how hard she tries to give her life changes.
Sometimes she wishes she could just stop and scream,
Would someone hear her? The lengths she has to go to sometimes seems a little extreme.
No one should have to beg for your acknowledgement and attention,
But right now that is what is required and she can still feel the tension.
No longer does she wish to do this as it is time to feel free,
She will no longer tell you the emotions she is feeling inside, this is just the way it has to be.
She will no longer hurt or feel all that built up pain inside,
It is time to feel okay again without anyone telling you how you should feel, knowing you tried
