Sometimes I feel hopeless,
it's so hard to focus with this diagnosis,
but I'm trying my best right now.
I'm lacking reasons to keep going,
while feeling broken and self loathing;
but I'm not about to drown.
Sometimes I show too much emotion,
cause a commotion, can get explosive,
but afterwards feel like a clown.
My life has become my circus,
questioning my purpose, nowhere is perfect
But I need to get out of this town.
