There Are Many Things

-There are many things that are more painful that death itself / its living the life that I've lived myself
-People judge others by the failures they make / and my entire life has been a big mistake
-Others think that I have it made / they take a look at my material possessions and think my life is a big parade
-You can't buy love / you can't rid hate / I look to the skies above / for any sign of escape
-I know I just keep rambling on / looking for ways to simply be gone
-I don't know how long I can live with this pain / there is no one else, but myself, to blame
-Idon't know the solution / to rid my heart of this pollution
-I pray to God that he helps me find the answer / so I hope that I will soon find her
-The one who thinks that I am the world / The one who I will treat like a new pearl
-The angel that was sent from the heavens above / the angel who I wil always love
-So God, please send me a sign / to show that my entire life has not been a complete waste of time.

that is my first poem that I've written about depression, please rate and comment. You're opinion really matters to me. Thank you.