Suffocating

I’ve been suffocating
Loosing my breath and loosing my mind
Falling into dark holes
Like there’s no way out, that I can find

I’ve been struggling
Barely holding on to time
Stuck in a loop
Guilty like Ive committed a crime

I’ve been hurting
Always telling some kind of lie
“Yes I’m ok”
Deep down I’m trying not to cry

I’ve been healing
Saying things I really mean
Looking in the mirror
One day I’ll love who I see