So what’s next…
Another day…
Another craving….
Another way….
Another wave…
A word to say….
An escape…
A promise to make..
Deciding my fate…
Illusion and lies….
A life of goodbyes…
A reason to try….
Hopes arise…
Failure so close…
These cursed eyes..
These burnt out highs…
Warping my mind…
Sanity I find….
And so often don’t…
Like why even try…
To reach for the hope….
The struggle survives….
Even if I say no….
And if i don’t….
My heart cry’s…
My soul dies….
My time….
Is compromised…
By lies….
