Hoping for the future.
Unable to sleep
Sadness and depression
Worst I’ve felt in weeks
The feeling is not foreign
It’s oh so familiar
Feelings half the battle
Especially when is hurt in the heart
I forgive you
I love you
But sad!!!!!!!
You make me happy
You bring me joy
But saaad!!!! :,(
I want to be happy
I want a nice life
I don’t want getoh
I don’t want drugs
Just sad..,
Scary people and bad things
The pain I feel from the hate that I hold
The better part of me is deserving of more and needing love
I’m so sorry. I want everything to be better
I want things to be perfect like that are usually and should always be.
I feel my brain it’s a weird feeling
Especially because it’s sad
I love so many people I’m hurt by them too!!!
I love so much but everybody treats me rude
The way I am is so much in the way
But others. Inflict me with pain and hate
I mirror the same
I’m no better
But I am glad to be trying and doing what I’m suppose to
I’m only one person and I feel for so much
Out of touch…
Force fed too much
Stuff that breaks my heart and makes me sad
The world is perfect with the ones I love when they treat me with love and respect
I over react I know and I am a little different
But the way I get treated is like I’m a lot different
I’m hurt by the lost hope
I’m hurt by the pain that chooses to go
The ones I want close that aren’t are the reasons why I feel so alone
I feel I love so much that I can’t grow
