Spinning around yet i am standing still
flying but i am still on the ground
it's so dark yet it's light
feeling sad and projecting happy
bringing together the all of me
confusion and conflict is bound
happiness is a faint line
when sadness imposes your life
taking a pill to pull yourself together
yet falling apart with every dose
closing your eyes and drifting away
only to find the next day
starting over again
trying to regain some aspect of your life
give a kiss and seeing frown
left wondering is tonight the days ahead
holding tight, but i let go years ago
seeing a promise that is smeared in lies
standing still yet spinning around
standing on the ground but flying high
it's so light i want some dark
