I'm just wanting to fade away
Just to be gone without a trace
To get away from who I'm
I'm scared n feel afraid
In this world at this time
It seems everything i touch i seem to break
Why can't i get myself out of this big hole that am in
It's getting deeper and deeper and the light is Fading away
Theres noway out what's only left to do
Is drown in my own thoughts of hurt pain and Regret
I feel am going insane scared to trust
To reach out for that much needed helpful hand
No where to turn
Feel i have to suffer with this hurt
I'm dieing inside
I'm screaming for a release
No ones there to hear my much needed cry of Help
People look and turn away
Thinking that I am ok
Take the time to look deeper into what i say
Pick up the key words i drop everyday
This is my way of saying that am at breaking point
I'm locking myself away
Braking away only to be with myself
Thats where i feel safe
I'm sick of the hurt pain
thats running through my head
I just want it to go away
