I've been thriving,
So it's been years
Never saw it coming
Didn't think I would be back here
I use to be use to this darkness
Now it feels so alone
Wandering through this void
No longer feels like home
Struggling with my sanity
I can feel my positivity slipping away
Don't let me get comfortable
I don't want to stay
I'm spiraling down
Being drowned alive
Taken over by the emotions
That don't want me to thrive
I just want everything to stop
Let me have my reprieve
I didn't need this anymore
I really wanted to believe
Walk into the kitchen
Eyeing the knife
Is the backslide worth it
Is it worth my life?
