Paradox

Deep seated self-hatred. Self absorption.
Codependency. Independence.
Conscientious. Nonconformist.
Empathy. Apathy.
Thoughtful. Careless.
Deep love. True suffering.
Emotional trauma. Depth of emotion.
Overwhelming feelings. Feeling nothing.
Ecstasy. Depression.
Quick cycles. Long term major depression.
PTSD. Shovel in hand.