Not a single person can
See that I am slowly breaking.
Not a single person knows that I
Often want to pull a trigger.
I often think the world would
Be better off without me.
I don't know what it is or why I
Feel so lost.
I feel I am in this battle alone.
No one will understand what is going
On in myhead.
I can't even talk to the
One oerson who I should
Be able to.
If I say how I feel then I
Am just being negative or complaining.
If I have a single bit of sadness then
I am always that type of person. I am
The person who is negative or complains.
I just want to know that I am loved
And that I am not alone.
I just want to be held at night and told
How special I am.
My little man is who saves me and keeps me going.
Without him I would be gone.
I am lost and alone. I don't
Know how I will make it out of this
Darkness I feel. I feel like
Everyone hates me and no one
Wants to be around me.
A room full of people and yet
I feel so alone. My throat hurts from the
Pain. My eyes are wet from holding
Back the tears. My heart is shattering to a
Million pieces.
I am left alone to fight this battle.
No one understands or even cares.
You can look me in the eye and won't even know.
The one person who should be there
Never is. They don't know when I am
Screaming inside.
