That is sone very powerful words, my friend, my life is so up and down just now too, even attempting suicide recent. Your poem had me kn tears, i feel your pain and betrayal by life and love and society kn general, Everything is so wrong that km even questioning my morals, principles and values cos it seems like to try and be a good man is worth s**t in this world. This isn't my world, none of it. But anyway, keep the faith you have (if any) and Try to build on it, if you can't do that you need to keep wading through the bulls**t until you find sone, km convinced there must be sone good out there. Well I am now, that'll change kn a few minutes probably. Keep writing, expressing yourself in positive ways rather than negative. I've filled big A4 notepads over the last few weeks, writing so much just to try and process the myriad of chaos going on kn my head. You can look back on it later onand take sone positive from it. Write down the positive points thoughts and ideas for healing Bulld on that and set fire to the rest. That's the only advice j have. Take care, mate. Thanks for sharing