The darkness swallows everything.
My mind Races as I stare out at the vast ocean.
Nothing to see, just waves crashing frantically.
How cold would it be?
Temptation to dive in and finally be free.
The emptiness is unbearable.
Constantly caught in what could have been.
Darkness is like a sweet siren.
Beckoning me to come on in and take a swim.
How fast would it be?
Two steps forward.
The water is pulling me in.
Caught up in the rough currents,
battered against the cliff.
This is it, this is what was calling.
Will I finally get to hold my baby bee?
It's so chilly, it hurts to breathe.
